Where can I find help with an addiction for free

I'm 25 and I'm severely addicted to drugs, cigarettes, and I'm really depressed with nobody to talk to and absolutely no idea what I should do or who I should call. My main addiction is to Crystal Meth. I'm sick and tired of using this drug and dealing with all the bad things associated to it. I never used to be this way. I used to be very outgoing and spontaneous, and loved life. Now, after using this drug heavily for the past couple years, I seem to have lost my way. I've spent the past 7-8 years experimenting with drugs and I'm destroying my life. I've hurt the people who love me most and I've lost my ambition, my self esteem has gone from really high to very low. Those who know me would agree that I have literally become a completely different person. Everyday I routinely use drugs and smoke cigarettes and I'm not sure what to do for help. I am desperate to talk to someone and turn my life around or I'm afraid I'm gonna kill myself. I wanna stop. Don't know how. Please help....

NA's doors are always open... and it's free.

Another website you might try is:

http://www.kci.org

Check the message board there.

You *can* get clean if you really want it... and it sounds like you're ready. I wish you the best of luck!