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health advisory Hospital Mental Health 2007-11-15 19:02:28

when you're at your absolute worst, and things seem like they cant get any lower, they can only go in one direction, UP. and lets knock down a few people on the way!

granted, thats a pretty negative way to look at things, but i'd rather be negative and still kicking than not here at all. theres plenty of time to be positive after you've worked you way back up and made everyone see that they cant beat you. for now, its just time to make a battle plan.

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even if it's YOU that you're fighting against, i'd still keep on fighting. saying "how much can i control myself despite my impulses? i WILL NOT GIVE IN."

and if the most important person to you is gone, you have to ask "what can i do to honor that person?".

when someone is gone and you still feel the need for them in your life, i think the best thing to do is take all the best things they taught you and make them part of your core. my grandfather was very close to me, and we had a much healthier relationship than my father and i did. when he died i was crushed. it was just so incredibly painful and it still brings me to tears thinking of it. but i thought about how much i learned from him, and made it a point in my life to take the things he said that were important to me and pass them on to others that needed them. i CAN NOT let his words die. i need to keep them alive and teach them to other people. you can do the same for the person you've lost. you can keep them alive that way, and draw strength from it.

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But I really do care dont let them win you give up and thats all youve done! You die and your only giving up i used to want to die but now im on top of the world!

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First, let me challenge you on the "people will miss you" thing. Just because you don't think anyone would care doesn't mean that anyone would.