Is it possible that Im depressed

Once we bellieve that, than that is a good start.

Another most important thing is, we have no control over outcome or result of any given situation. Certainly we can try and as we must but hope for the best. Whether, flying to reach a destination, playing and winning, studying giving exams to pass, getting a job or not, promotion, staying healthy, life and death.

Question is who is in control? Certainly, we humans are not.

Once we established that, we can say in conclusion we can try our best we can to do good (not evil), than leave the rest to Allah/God-Almighty the Creator of all that exists on this/His Universe.

Than we are at peace within, we have a found a purpose for our existence, we do our best/good deeds and leave the rest/results to Allah/God-Almighty the Creator of all that exists.

There are set rules of living within frame work believing laws. Please see and read by opening links below:

Purpose-of-Life

http://www.learn-islam.net/downloads/pur...

Brief Introduction to Islam

http://www.learn-islam.net/downloads/int...

Islam and mental health. Crude Understanding Of Disbelief http://harunyahya.com/crude01.php...

Hopefulness in the Qur'an

http://harunyahya.com/hopefulness02.php...

Understanding Islam http://www.islamicity.com/mosque/uiatm/u...

Please go to this websites for very basic Q& A on Islam. http://www.irf.net/irf/faqonislam/index....

Q& A on Islam.