Is it my fault when my medication is ruining my mood

You are younger then me and am very happy to share the fact that to give our own decision making away is that what does not help anybody. I do believe that God wants us to listen to those inner voices that say...does this feel good? And act upon that. Your question reminds me to be true to myself and to not make live complicated...So simple from one aspect. To give you more practical help on many levels see the source for subjects like depression, hormone changes and the best "technique to help your self" emotional freedom technique EFT. I would not take the above medications as I have seen too much side effects. Ask yourself the question do I really wan to be with my fianc茅? Not always but now....if the answer is to often no, you have to question your own heart. Live the question and give it time...The right answers will come. Love to you and enjoy.