Im starting to not care about my life anymore Can someone help me
I'm starting to feel apathetic. I've been too depressed for too long, & I've been abused too many times, & the police wants ME arrested. I got my college degree, & I'm too successful for my life to be thrown away, & people expect me to live off og SSI & Social Security all my life. I have a degree & deserve a high salary. My family even hates me. No one cares about me. Me getting arrested or mentally hospitalized for being the victim of my roommate charging @ me with 2 knives, & they want to arrest me & not her? They're supposed to protect & to serve. I should commit suicide. It's pointless for me to live. People treat me like I don't have a right to eat, sleep, & breathe. People always are threatening to hurt or kill me. Or I may as well hurt someone & let all my anger out because somewhere in my life, I'll be going to jail anyway. My future is in the garbage. I got a college degree I can't even put to use.
Answer:i used to feel the same way. sure, i'm only in high school, but i've never been so lower-than-dirt before. then someone came into my life and showed me what happiness was. he's not my boyfriend. he's not a religious figure or anything. he gives a hand when i need held, he gives me a shoulder to cry. he lifts me up when it hurts him and puts him down. he brought me out of my depression. try waking up tomorrow morning, think "i can make a difference" and do something different. buy breakfast for a homeless person. when u give it to them, smile, then walk away. do something to change a life. not just watch yours go in the garbage. moving might help, just to try something new. the sun will look brighter every day. i wish u the best of life. luck has nothing to do with it.
Don't kill yourself...turn yourself in and fix your life. Jail can be a turning point and it may help you.
There is more to this story. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and get a job using that college degree you have. DO IT NOW! So you don't spend all day in jail. They are more likely to let you out to work or put you on probation. YOU must get a job. Now get in the shower,eat and get your butt out there. You can only save you. There is not a darn thing anyone here or anywhere can do for you!!!!!!!
'I got a college degree I can't even put to use.'