Im following the britney path,help
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2007-11-15 19:01:08
cheers
You are the only one who can help you in this forum. You know it's wrong and I'm sure you know you have self worth. Let it go, expand your life and get more friends. sounds like this relationship consumed you. relationships should never consume you, they should be an extension of who you are. Suck it up...Move on
get some sort of help sweetheart. please dont end up like the once lovely britney - and no guy is worth doing this to yourself. talk to your doctor - anybody who you think will understand.
Stop it!!! Take a hint and move on. You're torturing yourself. No guy is worth all that. You're popping pills and drinking, hoping he'll come rescue you. But even if he does, he will think even less of you now.
Girlfriend, I know where your coming from. I'm been going through pure "heck" too. Two years ago I let my husband have custody of our 7 year old so that he wouldn't have to change school districts. Since then my ex-husband has married a crank addict and all "heck" has broken loose. She has turned the marital home (which had been ours) into a filthy pig sty. My son is living in filth. They rarely prepare good foods. She mistreats my son. I had filed for custody back in August but I'm not even getting a hearing until next month. Mean while, I have to go to bed at night with the knowledge of what I have done. I can take a klonipin or xanax when I have one and that seems to help for a while. I don't know what to tell you except that your not alone.
try to move on a little, you don't have to forget him all together just try making stronger relationships with other friends and confide in them. and honestly for him to "dump" you like that, you'll probably be better off without him. Quit with the drinking and the pills first of all, thats the most dangerous way to grieve. thats doing more harm than good. i don't even know u and i feel as if i could help u somewhat. HE IS NOT WORTH LOSING YOUR LIFE OVER! you are stronger than that he is a weak person for giving up a friend like you.
You seem to know that what you are doing is not doing you any good. Your issue seems to be a shortage of friends, rather than inability to admit to yourself that you should change your lifestyle. I suggest you join some sort of interest group, but make sure it is one you will be happy with. If the first one you try don't work out, try something different. If you choose something active it will help your fitness levels to increase, this is good for the mind and mood, there will also be those who share your interests in this group, giving you some useful social interaction. Good luck.