Im afraid Im depressed
!!!! Don't cut! Don't start something that you may not be able to stop later.
Talk to someone. You can do this.
Sweetie you don't have to worry too much, everything will come to it's place. Many people feel bad some days of their life.
Look in the mirror, smile to yourself, and ask yourself if your schoolmates are worth to be better than you? I am sure that you are as intelligent, as sensitive, as beautiful as them, even better. Why should you feel inferior to them? YOUR CLASSMATES AND NEIGHBOURS ARE NOT BETTER THAN YOU!!!
Why should you label yourself as a depressed person?
Do you know how much medication doctors give to depressed people, and these medication are addictive and can harm your liver.
You can go to a counsellor, and to different teachers, but I don't advise you to go to a doctor, as doctors are looking for people like you to sell those antidepressant medication.
I repeat that is not depression for you to go to a doctor.
If you want to come out of this kind of situation, LEARN SOMETHING NEW, AND YOU WILL BE VERY HAPPY FOR THAT IN THE NEAR FUTURE AND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. For example a music instrument, as guitar, or accordion, or a new language, or crocheting, or makrame, or some distance interesting learning subjects, as how to prepare wine, or soap, or how to repair some devices as TV, or reading about psychology, to better understand people around you. You can also go to the library and read about successful communication, to be able to be assertive, in order to feel more self-confident. When you feel more self-confident, you will feel happier, and out of that sad condition youre in.
You have to keep yourself busy, to forget about this temporary condition.
You can also adopt a pet, or buy a pair of budgies, or love birds, that you will love, and forget totally about your sadness.
Good luck!!! So many answerers care about you, you will never be alone in this world.