Im a mess please help
health advisory
Hospital
Mental Health
2007-11-15 19:01:01
I think your plan is PERFECT! Congratulations on thinking your way out of this mess. Good luck.
First of all i am sorry to hear about your lost, and that is part of the problem that you are having with your life. Since you lost your best friend all of these things have been happening, now your best friend would not want this to be happening to you, and you proably already know that too. Yes going and seeing a doctor would be a very good thing for you to do. Each persons griefing is different, plus i believe you just do not get over a death to someone that was that close to you, no matter how many years you have know the person. Being gifted can be a big of a pain as not being gifted, either way they are expecting more of you. And you really get tired of having to give them that little bit more, when you should not have to. My IQ and my little sisters IQ was both way over 180 something, so i know what a pain that can be. Yea it would be good to go and finish your last year of school in a public school if that is what you really want. You should get to enjoy the others your age, no matter what their IQ is, you are not looking at that anyway you are looking at friendship, which could last a life time. Well being stuck at home all the time does not help neither, and listen to your father when he is there cut down your mother does not help, you need to go and get a therapist and talk about they way your family is, so that it does not get in the way in the future, and stop you from doing other things in your life that you might of if you did not feel that you needed to be there. Your parents need to brake off that connection to each other, and have their own places to stay, and when you father starts on your mother you could just ask nicely can we not go there. You get some help for yourself, and go back to public school so you can have some kind of a life other then just sitting at home alone. And you get at therapist that you can talk to and help work out the feelings you are having with your father calling your mother names, an you feeling worthless, cause you surely are not worthless, no matter who you are, or what your IQ might of been, your not worthless, so work on that self esteem of yours, and make some good friends, go have some fun, while you are still young, but stay out of trouble with the law. And please do not throw away the IQ you have, cause it just may help someone in the future. Take care....God bless
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You sound like a very smart and perceptive young person. Losing someone you love is always difficult. You're grieving over the loss of your friend and maybe a depression has set in. It's a good idea to see your doctor and be totally honest with him/her about what's going on. Have you also talked to your parents about what you're going through? Don't ever be afraid to ask for help if you're suffering. I wish you the best and have a feeling that you'll be just fine.
Honey, you are way too isolated. I am so sorry you lost your best friend. You need to be around people more. Yes, I think public school will help; you will be around more people. Why don't you go ahead and talk to a doctor and see if he thinks you may be a little depressed; that would be a good idea. It is fun being on the computer but if that is only social activity you have, no wonder you are feeling so badly.
Is it possible that you could go to school now instead of waiting until next year. It may help a lot, but first you need to get your sleeping problem in order. You certainly can't go to school without sleep.
If you are alone at home so much, who is home schooling you or are you doing it yourself. You sound very smart, but we can all learn from other people.
Good luck to you.
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