Im a mess please help
health advisory
Hospital
Mental Health
2007-11-15 19:01:01
I am so sorry that you lost your friend and are dealing with that type of grief at your age. Talking to someone can help you work through your feelings. Good luck to you. You seem to already have some of the answers- knowing you need assistance and the willingness to get it- and you will be successful.
That is terrible. I am so sorry for your loss. But you need to remember that you did not die when they did, and they would hate to see you this way. Yes, you MUST go to your dr and tell them all of it. It sounds like you may need to get help for depression. Please go soon, as you cannot fix this alone. You are young, and have so much more to do in your life. Without the energy to do what needs doing, you will waste your precious life. And spend less time at the PC....it creates a very antisocial personna that does not help at all. Get another hobby, something else you enjoy, and talk to others. You are not alone.
Go to your doc. Nothing wrong with you but you have a bit of drepression. You will get a prescription that will do NOTHING to you but HELP. Beleive me it's a good thing and you won't have those sleepless nights (or nightmares) and go on to get a great education and meet the perfect mate.
You definitely need to seek counseling, especially to help with the loss of your best friend. It is a good idea to finish school at a public school. Homeschooling is best for academic excellence, but often results in low socialization. Good Luck in you effort. Sorry for your loss of best friend.
I think that it would be a good idea to visit the doctor and tell him how you feel. You could be suffering from depression. Why not try to start school now instead of waiting till next year. It sounds to be as if you are very lonely so it would be good for you to spend time with other people of your own age. You need to speak to your dad and explain to him that it hurts you to hear him saying bad things about your mom. Good luck and I hope this helps.
I'm very sorry for your loss. My wife lost her father in an accident just a couple weeks ago, and we are grieving too. But in time, this - and your current bad situation - will pass.