I think i like my counsellor

Im 23years old male have anxiety and drug issues and am seeing a 26 yr old counsellor and i really like her, of course i don;t expect her to like me as it would be unproffesional and im a f***** loser, but she is reducing the sessions with me and reffering me to someone else soon so i won't see her again. I am extremely distressed, angry and i feel like i want to cry, every time i find someone i like or that helps me they just leave out of my life. I could bloody kill someone im sick of this s***. I don't know why this is affecting me so much?

i know how you feel. its so hard, it really is. i was seeing one counselor and she left and refered me to another - i was so upset as i thought no one could compare to her and that i needed "her" - however, i went to the next counselor and felt exactly the same way after a few sessions about her and totally forgot about the old one. the new one i saw for a while, and this has come to an end - now i feel lost again. how will i ever be able to live without her, etc etc! she and the counseling had become the most important thing in my life.

please take comfort in the fact that you are not alone and that these feelings are totally natural. it very common to wish your counselor was your lover, mother, father, friend, etc.... to want to have them in your life forever. most people go through this. to be honest, it makes me wonder if therapy is good thing or not...........if you are anything like me, then you will be feeling now like you need counseling for your counseling! - which is just stupid!