I need help please no therapists

look i need help but i dont like therapist because imagine going into a room and telling this person u dont even know all ur problems i prefer that god would be my therapists he is awesome i cut to look cool but some people think its nasty my friends smack me each time they see a cut on me i think its funny when people get scared but i dont really have problems but there are days that i get pist for no reason and hate life whats wrong.

I am not a therapist -- just a mom -- and a person with my own demons and issues (like everyone else) These are my thoughts:

Often people cut themselves as a way to feel physical pain instead of emotional pain. It is a kind of way to take your mind off of what is bothering you. But it really is only avoiding it -- so it really isn't a good idea. Avoiding things just makes them worse -- I know I have been there and done that --

About being angry -- we all get that way sometimes, but keep an eye on it -- does it happen for no good reason? Has it affected your friendships or relationships or gotten you into trouble?

If it negatively affects your life -- then it is worthwhile to get it checked out. Go right away to a Dr or other health professional if you feel suicidal or like you might hurt someone. Do you have a Yellow Ribbon Youth Suicide prevention programme in your area?

You should find someone you trust to talk to. Do you have a pastor or priest or someone that you can talk to?