I keep telling myself that i wanna do something but JUST CANT BECAUSE I JUST HAVE NO MOTIVATION help

my plan is to be the TOP STUDENT IN SCHOOL for my end-of-year examinations. But i just feel im too alone for me to accomplish this. I feel that im judged by a million people and its killing me. I want to rise from all this misery like a phoenix out of the ashes. I dont want my problem of not wanting to do something repeat itself.

Honey you have to start loving yourself. And you do this by making yourself #1 and doing what you want to in life. You'll never be top student by just saying it you have to work onto it. And life isn't easy by times and yes you may feel there are millions of people judging you but hey there is only one judge in your life and that's you. I've seen people with no friends at all who has the highest paying job that came from her class.If you work onto it you can do it.But if your going to sit there and tell yourself all this and that crap. You are your own worse enemy.No one else can help you do what you want to in life BUT YOU. You don't see i take it the other students asking anyone to make them a star if they want to be a singer or make them be a doctor. You sure don't and you won't if each student in your class don't study for them self no one else is going to do it for them.So how do you think they feel.Your not the only one in the world that has that feeling.But you can't say { I CAN"T }CAN'T is not a word for a student you have to keep saying[ OH YES I CAN ]

Get out there and be that go getter and come back and tell us how you done. Being alone is perfect you get to be not bothered and you can study more .GOOD LUCK.