I feel like im going to die

ive always kinda felt like i would die younger...but like im only 12.

and lately i think about it a lot, like a ton really. It might be a car crash, cancer. anything.

But I brought it up in front of my family a while ago, and my two youngest sisters admitted to talking to eachother about feeling like if something bad happened to the family it would be my death.

This really scares me. because like i've heard of people who write letters to there familys about how they "feel" like there going to die soon, and then they do. {die}

So i guess im just asking for your opinoins on this...

[[ i also tried to bring it up to my dad in the car today, and he go all quiet and switched the subject.. it was wierd, lol ]]

It sounds like you're kind of obsessed with this notion. Maybe you should talk to a counselor or a neutral person not in your family. Because naturally, you're parents or family will get upset at this topic, they don't want to think of you dying.

I have had similar feelings, if not so frequently. Some days I will feel like today might be the day. That used to happen to me awhile ago and then I realized that I was listening to a lot of Morrissey lol. He talks alot about death in his songs, so it might just be something youre associating with maybe without even realizing it.

Try getting a hobby or something to do to distract yourself. It can't be healthy to worry about that all the time.