I feel like I dont belong in this world - what can I do
I am on wellbutrin and zoloft which has helped some....but I still sometimes wish I was dead because I look around at people and sometimes I hate them & wish Osama would blow them all up, and other times I look at them like I just will never fit in with them
I guess it doesn't help that somehow I got mixed up in a fundamental Christian church, and they are pressuring me to give up everything I love (basically anything that doesn't feed me spiritually...like secular music). Their lifestyle is so drastically different from mine, but they have taken me in and want me to be a part of them....I don't know what to do
Answer:First of all, you never let a group of so called Christians to tell you you shouldn't listen to the music you enjoy or clothes you like to wear or anything else that you do. You know what's right and wrong and most of what preachers tell you is wrong is not in tune with what God would say. He didn't put you into this world to be miserable. I'm a Christian who doesn't conform to man's doctrines and quite happy about it at that. I can't tell you where to go to church or who to listen to but you have a mind that God gave to only you. You are unique and what makes you happy, unless it harms someone including yourself, is okay with God. What do they know? Damn straight that's not feeding you spiritually. God is freedom, not dictation. Make sure your doctor knows how you feel. You might have a crack at a different medication with better results. Some medications cause more problems than they solve. Eveyone who's here belongs. We all have something to offer. That includes you. I don't have to know you to tell you, yes, you belong!
you fit in somewhere.find your place.
Get away from any nutjob religious band of fruitcakes that approach you. They are all insane and you are becoming one of them. RUN !!!!
u should get some tickets and go on the show call